Embarrassed. "I thought it was okay, I could understand the reasons They said, “There might be a man or a nervous child seeing this small piece of flesh that they weren’t quite expecting.” So I whispered and tip-toed with nervous discretion But after six months of her life sat sitting on lids, sipping on milk, nostrils sniffing on piss Trying not to bang her head on toilet roll dispensers I wonder whether these public loo feeds offend her ‘Cause I’m getting tired of discretion and being polite As my baby’s first sips are drowned drenched in shite I spent the first feeding months of her beautiful life Feeling nervous and awkward and wanting everything right Surrounded by family ‘til I stepped out the house It took me eight weeks to get the confidence to go into town Now, the comments around me cut like a knife As I rush into toilet cubicles feeling nothing like nice ...